Welcome reality!

So, this is how it looks.  I despise competition but I always being put in that situation.  Whether I like it or not.  There is no more play on the safe side.  I have to take side and face it.

Jadi, langkah pertama ialah membasuh baju pada jam 1 pagi.  This is how I handle the nervous feeling.  Saya akan buat macam-macam kerja yang tak berkaitan sehinggalah ilham datang.  Kalau dahulu it's always about sport competition and examination, now its about working world.  Seharusnya saya duduk bertenang dan membuat persediaan, but I am taking most of my time trying to shake the nervous feeling away.  One way is writing dis entry.  I should get ready!

Seluruh alam, tolong doakan saya...